Updates

Some things can be explained, some things can't be explained... well I guess this is where I come here to reflect on how I feel to seek for any advices if there are any?

I did a lot of self reflections recently, be it good or bad, be it for personal or for work.. lots of things also happened for the past few months, some good, some not so. But we make the decision on how we want to see things, we decide how we want to feel, except for some where we couldn't control...

Let me just mentioned some things that went well and I was happy of for the past few months:
  1. My sister has finally cleared all her modules!! I'm really proud of her! Studying is not her forte but she has put in a lot of hardwork and I'm really very happy for her. I can't wait for her to start working soon. Hopefully she's able to find a job with a decent pay
  2. My body percentage fat decreased by 4% as compared to last year which I'm really happy about BUT my weight increased which kinds of feels weird? It's like... I don't know how to put it? Like I'm happy but I'm not? But ya, it's good
  3. I've promoted to a more senior level a few months back and that means more job responsibility. With the recent promotion, it comes with great responsibility of course, have to put in more work to move up to the next level!
  4. I was given the opportunity to be transferred to being a BA. I was reluctant to do so initially because of one of the meetings that I've encountered that really scares me off, but eventually I went ahead with this decision.. Of course, there's much more work to be learnt as a BA and communication and presentation is definitely one of them. But of course the process of me making this decision was a tough one as I have to go through a hell lot of thinking process which do kind of scares me sometimes

Now for the not so good part:
  1. One of my friend is going through a tough time... and I really hope that he will become back to himself soon... It's a very long process as I was in that shoes before... he was there when I was at my lowest point and he picked me up... I hope I can do the same for him or at least be there when he needs someone to talk to
  2. As mentioned in my previous post, my dad's side grandparents are no longer around. The house have to be sold... The thought of me really makes me very uncomfortable and sad. I used to go to the house on every weekends to visit them, but now when I go to the house to pack all the stuffs, all the toys that we used to play together with my grandparents, it just brings back so many memories and it really hurts me to see everything go when the house is gone...
  3. I had my health check up recently and to be honest I had the worst blood test experience ever!! It was like super painful as compared to the other blood test that I had and the thing that triggered me was the doctor mentioned that she will apply some cream for me cause it started bruising and that I have to put pressure for 10 mins and remove the bandage after an hour?! I mean?? the previous doctor that I went to only asked me to put pressure fore 5 mins and remove after 15 mins. Something must have went wrong during the process... the next few days, the area where the blood was taken was hurting even when I was moving my arms and the bruise just won't disappear, it took about 5 days or so. Truth to be told, health report mentioned that there's an increased in the potassium and one of the cause was because the muscle breakdown during the process where the blood was taken and I was given another free blood test again... I do hope I won't get the same painful experience again...
  4. Got escalated from my team and they restricted my working hours which is kind of doesn't make sense... I got really angry about that...

So you have it, it's all the goods and the not so good. Life is kind of tough, it throws you some challenges and at times I have to pick myself up and continue... Adulting generally is tough, there's a lot of planning for the future ahead.... but let's just take a step and a time and see how it goes... don't you think?

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Image
Day 17 Woke up in the morning and tried to make pancakes but we failed... it was still editable until the last bite... Had whole day of classes today, first 2 lessons were alright expect for the last lesson where the professor kept advising us to drop the module and I did have a hard time trying to understand him... But overall it was okay... We had late lunch as our lesson was back to back with only 30 minutes interval. The time was just enough for us to travel from one building to another building... Lunch was at our school cafeteria... This meal cost 3000 won after lunch we head down to the souvenir shop to try on the sizes for the jacket tat we are ordering... as we were trying on, one of our friend pointed to the door and mentioned that there's snow, so we rushed outside to take videos and pictures of it... It was a very light snow but still we are all very excited about it!!! I did managed to see now for the first time in my life!  Then after lesson, we went b
Read more
Image
Day 47 Finally got hold of the oreo cereals yesterday and got to have it for breakfast today.... taste wise was not too bad... I didn't add milk with it as I can't take pure milk, I only can take flavored milk... after breakfast, went back to my desk to complete one of my assignments that was due today... did it all the way until 2 plus before I submitted it online to the portal... did have some difficulties submitting it to the portal but after a few tries everything went smoothly... after submitting, went to prepare my own lunch... as usual, I took whatever I can find in the fridge and cook everything together...  I've added some dumplings, a few slices of meat and an egg... that's basically what I cook almost every other day... since I'm the only one eating at home... feels kind of sad...  since I have to meet my buddy late in the evening today at the Express Bus Terminal Station, I thought of going there early to explore the area first... before
Read more
Image
Day 9 Hanyang Orientation Day, finally made our way to school for orientation today, the subway ride wasn't very long, it was about the same as how I go to school in Singapore. Apparently we were almost late and came out of the subway and ran towards our destination...               Look at how steep the slope is! There are also performance put up by the middle and high school students!       The faculty there also booked the whole cinema for the screening of the movie for the exchange students... Each of the students gets to redeem a free ticket at the Wangshimi Cinema with this ticket   I didn't went ahead to watch the movie as I already had plans to meet up with my other friends in Incheon in the late evening for stay over at their place.  Once the orientation was over, all of us were very hungry as we didn't have the time to grab lunch, so one of our friend brought us to the rice burger place for lunch. The rice burger was cheap and it w
Read more