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It's been a long time... Reasons for me coming back to blog was because a lot of emotions piled up... I just lost my beloved grandma on the 3 Feb 2020, it came as a sudden shock to me.. she was hospitalized on the 17 Feb and discharged on the 24 Feb.. I visited her in the hospital everyday, asked her if she remembers my name and I would so happy that she remembers and said my name correctly. I was happy that she was able to respond to some of the questions that I asked her.. we were also able to celebrate the Chinese New Year together with my grandma.. since then I do notice that she's not too responsive to me... that made me sad... I hold on to her hands, told her who I am hoping that she will call my name again. Every single visit become more heartbreaking for me... 2 Feb was the last time that I saw my grandma... she was significantly weaker.. which brought me to tears... 3 Feb, I received messages from my sister saying that she's not in the good condition according