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Disappointed again.... I've gotten back my result for a module and I did not do well... In this case, I failed :'( I was quite upset the past few days trying to overcome the feeling of sadness... The thing with me is that I am not able to overcome failure... I tend to keep it to myself and explode one day (which means to cry) I want to learn to be able let bygones be bygones and move forward. Forgot about what happened. What happened has already happened there is nothing left to do but to look ahead of us and move on. Focus on what is there to do rather than thinking about the failure. All these are easier said than done... There are times where I feel like giving up and quitting school, but then I told myself that I can't give up easily. I can't let all these small failures pull me down.. I have to learn to get up and deal with it... I hope that I will feel much better for the next few days... My recess break is ending, which means that I have to deal with tons of

Week 8 of the semester... Recess week!! Break finally?! Well... Not exactly though... I still have to do some revising for the upcoming quizzes and presentation.. Week 7 was hell week! Had to submit 1 assignment and 1 report which are individual work ... The reason it was hell week was because I had to redo the assignment after the peer review, I felt that I got it all wrong so I had to change and stayed up all night to change it... Was a tough night there but I've pulled through!!! Recently, I'm at home revising, making notes. I just hope that I can make it though the university... That's my one an only hope... Have not been able to get enough rest and therefore I'm sick... It's either I'm too tense up or I did not take care of myself properly... Met with my another dad yesterday =) I'm truly very blessed to have 2 dads to look after and take care of me :D talk to my dad about many things, share with him on my thoughts... Learn a lot from him..  In our live