Didn't blogged for the last week because I was still coping with whatever I'm going through.... someday I feel alright, someday I felt bad, someday I cried here and there... There are a lot of things going on inside... someday I just didn't want to be in school... seeing a whole bunch of students there just makes me scared... just wanna run away from whatever that's happening now.... I just want to put an end to this.... it's killing me from the inside.... Week 3 was average.... I did manage to open up to some of the people whom I used to talked a lot but I still cannot make eye contact with the person for long... if I had too, I had to avoid looking into the eye... it's hard.... everything changes.... people changes, their attitude changes, they way they behave changes.... it's not the usual thing anymore.... things just got worse here and there... Didn't managed to see Groffery (dog) until recently, I'm glad that he still managed to recognise m