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Feeling blessed today!! I started working as a part time admin at a company that is at Jalan Bukit Merah when I am staying as Hougang! What?!? hahas!! Anyway, the reason that I felt blessed today was that my parents including 老爸 ans my sister asked if I've reached the working place as it was my first time there. Well... not exactly first time, I've been there once previously to figure out how to get there but ya... I was really unfamiliar with the surrounding and the environment there so I need to orientate myself there for a while. But anyway, I'm working for 3 days at that company and after which I would be working for some other company.  Well... back to my main point of feeling blessed... First, Daddy asked about my location when I was getting to the working place and calculated the time that I would get there so that I need not worry about being late =)) And I might add he's really accurate about it!!! Second,  Mummy called me to make sure that I have reached

Eldest sister did a medical check-up and the result was not very good... I got very worried for her, even my parents are worried for her... Talked to my parents in the early morning and mom broke down into tears when I asked about the medical condition of eldest sister. I hope that she will not need to go through anything major. I'll pray for her health, her safety. Sometimes life just isn't fair... Life is never fair in any way, that's why we have to treasure every single moments of our life. Live life to the fullest. I just hope my sister medical condition won't deteriorate....

Back again to post... I literally found no meaning in life recently... Was really depressed and stressed up with all the due dates and assignments. Lots of unfortunate things happened and I thought to myself what I've done wrong to deserve this? I rather be the one suffering than seeing others suffer. It hurts me to see my close ones suffering... :'( Life's unfair! I have not get over my own situation and another one piles on top of the other... WHY?!? I though through a lot for the past few weeks, Thinking whether is it better for me to just let go of everything including school.Yes, I agree that I'm a novice at every situation. I need time to adapt to learn and apply. I'm not one of the elite student that has the super capabilities to do well in everything. I know that there is no such thing as perfectionist but I can try to at least be near it. I'm a very sensitive person. Small little comments made can really affect me. You may think that I'm too sensi

It's been a long time since I start to blog again... I was busy recently, preparing for the upcoming quiz, revising for the different modules... It was quite tiring but I hope that it would be all worth it when it comes to the test and quizzes... Just wanted to say that I'm really blessed to have my family members and friends around me to encourage me to keep me moving forward. It's tough studying in university not to mention surviving in it. It was really a disaster for me last semester because I had to constantly stayed overnight in school to complete the group projects and presentations. All the due dates were very tight and I really had little or no time to even go out to shop or even spent time with my family :(. All I did was staying at home doing my assignments and stressing over the projects and presentations. It was really quite tough for me to go through and I have the thought of giving up studying in University... I went for consultation with  老爸 and he advise