It's back again... I was initially okay at first... However, the fact of going to school and facing people just brought me down again... cried for the previous 2 nights... couldn't sleep well... woke up here and there... had to swallow my tears on the way to school and let it out in the toilet... I'm a total disaster and at a loss.. I felt so helpless and useless at what I am doing... making the wrong choices... things not working out for me.... things are just terrible.... It's very hard for me to describe it on my end here... people who knows me thinks that I'm just a annoying person who does not know how to cope with her feelings... while others think that I'm fine... but it only takes seconds or minutes for my close friends to know that I'm going through a very tough and hard time inside... It takes a lot of courage for me to type this out... I'm also crying uncontrollably on the inside... this is not how I want it to be.... Thinking positive for
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