- Devote. Cherish. Appreciate -

It's officially the end of semester 1? It's tough than expected... Struggled quite a lot through the journey... Tough life for a better future? hahaha... Anyway I am just glad that I managed to make it through the first semester because it was indeed a very tough semester for me to overcome... Very glad to have a group of close friends and family members to encourage and push me on :') Would I be concern about my result? Partially I guessed?? It does not really matter that much to me anymore... I just wanna pass and get a degree... It's gonna be tough and I have to face it... :'( 1 semester down 7 more to go!!!

Disappointed again.... I've gotten back my result for a module and I did not do well... In this case, I failed :'( I was quite upset the past few days trying to overcome the feeling of sadness... The thing with me is that I am not able to overcome failure... I tend to keep it to myself and explode one day (which means to cry) I want to learn to be able let bygones be bygones and move forward. Forgot about what happened. What happened has already happened there is nothing left to do but to look ahead of us and move on. Focus on what is there to do rather than thinking about the failure. All these are easier said than done... There are times where I feel like giving up and quitting school, but then I told myself that I can't give up easily. I can't let all these small failures pull me down.. I have to learn to get up and deal with it... I hope that I will feel much better for the next few days... My recess break is ending, which means that I have to deal with tons of

Week 8 of the semester... Recess week!! Break finally?! Well... Not exactly though... I still have to do some revising for the upcoming quizzes and presentation.. Week 7 was hell week! Had to submit 1 assignment and 1 report which are individual work ... The reason it was hell week was because I had to redo the assignment after the peer review, I felt that I got it all wrong so I had to change and stayed up all night to change it... Was a tough night there but I've pulled through!!! Recently, I'm at home revising, making notes. I just hope that I can make it though the university... That's my one an only hope... Have not been able to get enough rest and therefore I'm sick... It's either I'm too tense up or I did not take care of myself properly... Met with my another dad yesterday =) I'm truly very blessed to have 2 dads to look after and take care of me :D talk to my dad about many things, share with him on my thoughts... Learn a lot from him..  In our live

It's officially the start the new term, new semester. A new University life! It has been four days for me now  (No lessons on Monday) Well.... I can say that I can feel the tension in every class... Especially the participation marks. All of us are hungry for the participation marks! Well... I'm also hungry for it but I do not know how to participate... Got some encouragement from some of my friends, some told me to speak up more because the marks can really affect the grades.. I wanted to go all out for it but seriously, the class was... an eye-opener!! Basically everyone was just debating in class! That's how it's like. I can feel the stress-ness, tension and also the competition!!! Guess I will have to, no matter what adapt to this from now on.... Gosh!!! I'm not sure if I'm able to make it through.... It's seems kind of easy when your seniors tell you to talk and participate in class BUT when you are actually in the class, things are different

Helloooo!!! It’s been a long time since I start to post again!! Hahas!!! Okay let me rewind to yesterday first =) Did you know that you can claim a free cookie with every purchase when you keep the SubWay receipt and complete a survey online and writing the code behind the receipt? It was worth it!!! So since I had 3 receipts with me so I asked my family members to complete each of the survey for me, so my dad does one on the desktop, my mum does another on my sister laptop and I’ll complete the last one on my own laptop, so what I did was to help them fill up the branch code, date and time and they will just continue from there =) I was just standing beside my dad and he was happily completing the survey =)) then there was a question asking for any feedback that we would want to give, so my dad wanted to mention that the seating arrangement was too packed, so he decided to use ‘cram’ and he spelt it as ‘clamp’ and I was wondering if there is such a word and told him that he spelt it

Realize . Associate . Devotion These are the 3 words that I find it meaningful from watching a small clip today =) I been quite busy the past few week... I have start to work as a temp staff and it was quite a tough job at first but after some time I got used to it =) Really requires a lot of patient for this job. But it's okay, it trained me to be patient =) Anyway, I just had the component training for the NDP and I just got back... It was really tiring today.... but I did had lots of fun and laughter and of course had tons of water!!! I was really thirsty being under the hot sun hahas!!! and guessed what, I got attack by red ants!!! BIG ONES!!! scary!!! And  I spot it on my neck!!! I felt a sharp pain and went to touch it and I got hold of something so I just went to throw it on the ground! hahas!!! Was really scary!!! Okay shall end here.. Gonna get some sleep now... still have to attend a event tomorrow =) Busy week!!!

I'm am seriously very tired right now...I slept only at 2am yesterday and woke up at 6am.... okay first thing first, my grandfather was not feeling well so my dad and I went over to my grandfather place and I stayed at their house together with my grandmother and Yati. Dad bought him to the Accident and Emergency department and both of them got back at about 12am plus.. But because my grandfather was still not well yet so we stayed over at their house just in case he needs more help. I hope that he get well soon!! So I stayed up the whole night, helping and also doing some cleaning. In the morning, dad went out to order the breakfast, after breakfast, dad bought him to Accident and Emergency department again to remove the tube that was inserted into him... As usual I stayed at home and slept for a little more cause I'm really am dog tired.... They got back at 12pm plus and I was really relieve and glad to hear that everything was okay =') but my grandfather will need to g

And yes! I took part in the marching contingent for the NDP 2014 =) Well... the main reason that I took part was because I want to experience how it was like being part of the marching contingent and another reason was because my sister took part in it =)) hahas!! I was really nervous at first because the command given were in Malay which means that I have to learnt the command by hard. I sort of mix up with the left and right.. and it was really embarrassing!!! everybody turned to the left and I was the only one turned to the right!!! Another command that I was struggling with where we are supposed to march on the spot! Sounds easy right but I just cannot get my brain to tell my hands and legs to function correctly. It's either I have extra 2 steps of I missed out a step... and I am the only one that was learning the slowest... Guessed my brain cannot processed it?? Hahas!! but after much drilling, I managed to get it for the first time and I was really happy about it but they

Okay, It's Good Friday today and I thought why not make some macrons at home since all my sisters are at home =) Well, I have actually bought all the required ingredients a few days before and I am really excited about making it because I saw a friend of mine posting a video of how to make Rilakkuma macrons in Facebook and it looks simple =)) and so I decided to test it out... The result?? It was really a complete failure!! I literally used up all  the ingredients but it all turned bad!! The macrons are supposed to rise up and create some kind of hamburger shape but mine was completely flat!! I tried making it 3 times and I failed 3 times.... Would I ever make it again well maybe not maybe yes? Seeing the results that I did today, it was really a disaster!! I looked up on the internet on why does my macrons looked so flat and the reason behind it was because I kept strring too much... hmmm... maybe I should stir like 10 times only? Hahas!! This is the video that I was refe

It's April!!! Time flies... I'm happy to say that I'm going to graduate with a diploma certificate this coming May =) To be exact, it will take place on the 30th of May =) Can't wait for it !! Sooo I was thinking... what's next for me?   I have lots of things that going on in my mind for the past few week.... some of the thoughts made me worried... some put me into deep thoughts... some even made me think through what I had done .... and one of the most worried one that I thought about it for a very long time was University. It's tough getting into a University, not to mention going through the learning process... this leads me to my first worries... what if I am not accepted by any University? Then what would be next for me? I thought about it... if none accepts me, I guessed that I would have to work first and try again for the University the next year? But I'm am praying that a University accept me ...   Another worry that I have was; am I treati

It's doesn't mean that if you are of a higher authority, you can scold us off.... We are not machines and even if we are, machines do break down at some point, this also applies to human beings. We are not always perfect, we do make mistakes along the way, these mistakes are the reasons why I'm standing here and how I made it this far. Look at how far we come and not what we have left... we learnt from mistakes in order to become a better person, to upgrade oneself, not to satisfy the need of the other party. It's not a MUST to scold the other party if he/she had done a small mistakes.... You do not expect everyone of us to be a perfectionist, everyone is different and special in it's own ways, each of us do things differently BUT we get things are done ultimately... It hurts me to see the other person got scolded badly for forgetting...The scene hurts me. Tears does not always mean that we are feeling down, it just means that we been tough for too long... con

Yeap!, went for a hair cut today =)  My hair was somehow untidy and I have not went for any haircut for a very long time...Hmm...for about 4-5 months or so I guessed? hahas!! Really wanted to grow my hair all out until my hip but it seems impossible cause my hair grow out slowly and it get quite brittle at the ends... Guessed I did take good care of my hair ya? Hahas!! Anyway, I went to Far East Plaza with my mum and sister to have the haircut, of course my mum did have her hair cut but not for my sister cause she just had her hair cut. And I must say that my mum did look more cuter with her new haircut ! It was a completely different compared to her previous one! However, as for me I did not cut much. xD  Like I said I do want to grow out my hair but it takes a very long time for it to grow back to the original length much less than the desired length that I want. But there is 1 point that I do not totally understand is that most hairdresser said that we should cut our hair often

I've been too hash today :(... Was not in a very good mood since afternoon... Went to NUS open house with my friend and I took 3 different flavours of ice cream there!! :0 I took the tiramisu Ice cream, followed by the mangosteen sorbet and lastly the passion fruit sorbet!! And guessed what, that was my lunch, because after taking it, I am too full to have anything else.... I guessed that's the reason why I was not in a good mood today? Didn't have a proper meal? I was really impressed by the facilities in NUS!!! I was so thrilled to be there and the environment there is just ... amazing! It's like how most of the movies display how high school is like...It's a very beautiful school =) unfortunately I did not manage to take any pictures of it cause we busy looking at the booths etc hahas!! After visiting NUS, I went home as I am really exhausted.... Thought that I can have some rest at home but I have to bring my younger sister for tuition... However, I still mana

Went on a lunch date with my besties in Poly today!!! and guessed what? We even had our very first manicure in the shop!!! :O However, I felt as though I was cheated :( It state a price on the posters but when my nails are done, they gave me another price!!! Got a little mad at it but anyway, what's done is done, there is no turning back :( Anyway, really had lots of fun and laughter :D Hope to meet again soon ya! I have not been updating my blog for very long, so here's a short write up about my current situation now. I am about to graduate soon and yes I am very happy and excited about it. However, I am not ready to bid goodbye to my classmates yet... cause we are all moving on to the separate ways :((( I do hope that there will be a class outing so that we can meet up after all the busy schedule hahas!! Anyway, I have already applied for the University and I hope that SMU accept me... =)

Yes!!! I have finally completed my internship!!! Had lots of laughter and fun during my internship!!! I got to take part in the different event in the company, helping out to organising an event, interacting with different people and working together with them is just really a fun, enjoyable and memorable journey! I will never ever ever forget all the fun and laughter I had!!! I had gained lots of experiences and also learn and pick up lots of things along the way. Though it was tough at first, but I managed to overcome it!!! However, I was sad to leave the company, because I felt as though that I was attached to the company... Gonna miss them really bad... :'( I had a very heavy heart when I hugged my OIC, Samantha and Patricia... :'( I don't wanna leave yet!!!! Received lots of gifts from the team today :') and it's really very touching :) I'm really thankful for all the guidance. I'm also really grateful that they took care of me :') THANK YOU FOR E

Yupp that's the title, my sister boyfriend came to our house today and we talked a lot about life and also about school. He is a very knowledgeable person. I did talked a lot to him and I really gained quite a fair bit of knowledge from him, in life and in work. Not everyone at his age are able to understand the life values etc. I am a person who is not very clear what I wanted from the start and I need help from people to guide me along on which path should I take. I am the type of person who will follow the decision given by someone else. However, after talking to him, I realise that I am always inside the small box that I have created for myself and have yet to step out of it. Reason being I am afraid that If I step out of it, I might fall hard. I realise that there is always a reason when something happened. I always cry when I did not do well for a test. But crying doesn't help. The reason I did not do well was because I did not understand the topic well enough. I was no

Polytechnic education is coming to an end soon and I have yet to decide on what I want to study in University... I don't know what I want to study. Looking through all the different University and the courses offered, I really am speechless....   I studies Financial Informatics in poly, I can either go for the IT route of the Finance route. But why isn't there a Financial Informatics route just like the one in the poly? I want to study in the University but the problem now is that I can't decide... Dad asked me to take up the Finance as it would be useful in the future...   There have been some thought of me giving up on University studies and start working …   THISIS HARD TO DECIDE! So far the decision that I've made was to study in SMU as it was much nearer to where I'm staying. But the indecisive part was which course to take up?    Dad says: Business Management (BBM) Another Course that SEEMS to be what I want: Science in I

Yes!!! Finally I have feel like I have achieve something in the office today!! I managed to create a dynamic drop down list in Microsoft Excel =DD Feels sooo happy today!!! hahas!!! I went through some of the videos today and I found this video that I have watched a long time ago and I am really touched by it =') Do watch the video... I fell in love with the song also....