Ups and Down... hated that feeling a lot.... especially when it's down... just didn't want to do anything... just want to stay at home and lay on my bed... Forced myself to go to school despite how much I hate it... went a few times to the washroom to clear up some tears before I went for classes... feeling is just very bad... last few weeks was bad... some days are just smooth whereas some are just down the drain... I don't know how to explain it in detailed here... it's just a very bad feeling you get... I just hope things just goes well... things are starting to get more hectic now... :'(

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