Day 10

Woke up late today as I wasn't feeling very well... I was sleeping on the ground floor in the morning, but moved to level 2 as I needed to use 'fluffy'... My eyes were a little sore and hurting when I was awake, most probably from too much crying last night... Felt quite emotional today.... we had to leave the apartment at 11 plus today because their landlord is coming down to fix their toilet light as it went out a few days ago... so some of us head to the chicken place in Incheon to have fried chicken but it wasn't open.. so we went to Lotteria to have the cheese burger instead, it was quite costly at first but it was really worth it! Just look at the amount of cheese in it!

    

After lunch, we went back to the apartment to rest before heading out to Bupyeong 부평 station to shop at the Lotte Mart! Went straight up to level 2 to rest as I was feeling a little emotional... cried for some time before I doze off to sleep for a little while.... 

After the short rest, went out with one of my friend to the mart to buy some coffee, talked a lot along the way... treasuring what we have now, making more beautiful memories and not dwell on the past which have already past, learn from what's done and correct it, break down situation small steps at a time... baby steps to reach to the final destination... we'll reach there someday... patience....

I was really very tired... tried everything, nothing seems to work at all... had some suicidal thoughts... it was just painful to go through it every single day....

Dinner was at Lotte Mart, located near Bupyeong 부평 station, but before that we went to shop fro some groceries, lots of variety there some were costly some we average... We did got a lot in the end from the mart and carry it all the way back to our apartment. Dinner was at one of the food court? (seems like a food court) in the mall itself. Price was okay, we ordered the Bibimbap along with the tofu soup

  

After dinner, we had to head back home as it was getting late... Felt sad that I had to leave and was tearing on the way to the station back to our apartment... It was just so hard to bid goodbye nowadays.... It just seems to me that I'm not going to see them anymore... 

It's getting late now... I have late afternoon class tomorrow but we'll have to report to school in afternoon to collect our admin cards and also find our classroom... I'll also be having my mentor meeting tomorrow... hopefully everything turns out well...