Met up with my aunt last week to hand her some things that my mum wanted to pass it over to her... had a short conversation with her until both of us tear up... telling me not to push myself too hard.... telling me that 有用心就好... the feeling is just bad... got on the train and started tearing badly....

Last week was bad... I'm unable to lift up my head to a certain angle... my neck start to hurt which gives me a very bad headache at times...
Woke up in the middle of the night a lot of time, started to cry on my bed again.... the feeling is just terrible...

Had 3 hours of sleep yesterday and couldn't sleep for the rest of the night.... cried badly again.... doze off on the sofa in the morning, woke up with a bad headache, eyes starts to hurt a lot these days....

Injured myself again today.... chopping board fell on my foot... I was lucky that the knife was not on it....

Headaches, neck hurts, strain my back while helping.... can't stand for long... it just got worse day by day.... had a few bruises on me at some point of time... I was terrified...
Really am very tired of everything.... putting an end to it seems like the best option...

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