A week into 2017, nothing much changed... Did not have any new year resolution as I don't think I can keep up with anything anymore... Realized that I've been missing out a lot of things... I've kept myself out of social media except for messages and sometimes Facebook or Snapchats for the past months... Felt bad when friends brought out things that was posted on their story that I was not aware of... that's just depressing...
Yesterday was bad... lay down on the sofa and started tearing... I had my bolster with me so I was able to cover up all the mess that was done... I don't know what I'm going through anymore.... I'm really am tired... Can't I just put an end to all of these?
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