Distraught, Dishearten and Abandoned

I had been through a lot of emotions recently and most of them are very upsetting... To date, I'm still very confused and lost, I don't even have any directions in anything anymore..  I just feel like a lost child, abandoned, neglected... I just wished that all these did not happen and everything goes according to plan like it was before, given the circumstances now, it's hard for me to do that... it's just hurts me and pains me a lot. I do not know what to do to make me feel better. I feel as though I have lost everything... I want a hug, I want to be at the sea now badly.... it just seems to me that everything to me is falling apart and breaking down into pieces... this feeling is just bad...I hate to be alone like this.... I don't know what to do.......

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