My blog is alive again. The past few months,I lock my blog because there are some reasons for it. Firstly, I was too emotionally of what was happening to me. Secondly, I think I sort of went mad or something. Thirdly, I need some time to get over these things that are happening to me. And this thing that I am currently talking about is happening in school. I did manage to get over it a few months back but today, however, when I read a post from somewhere, the hated started to come in. I just don't know why... It just... comes to me.. and I feel so angry about it... very angry about it... I really hope that I could get over it as soon as possible... I hate it to feel this way... The person always criticizes me, not in my face but using another thing to refer it to me. How do I know it? That's because whatever the person said, it matches my character and attitude. Until here, I'm sure you have already guessed what it is. I just hate it. Tomorrow is the chalet and after reading the post, I have a feeling that tomorrow is going to be a disaster.
Got back all my result. I am not very pleased with it. I did not do well. I hope that I can still stay in EA next year but the chances are very slim. I don't want to separate from my friends. I want to stay in EA. I always got this feeling that i will drop to the other class or even drop to N. I hope not. I wanna stay in EA.
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