Waking up everyday in the morning, open my eyes and the first thing I felt was lonely, rejected and abandoned, it just sucks... Everything seems to be topping down all at once... there's no meaning to what I do anymore... I feel so hurt on the inside... I've been searching for the reason and I really don't know why... Maybe I just wasn't meant to be in this world anymore...
Got back all my result. I am not very pleased with it. I did not do well. I hope that I can still stay in EA next year but the chances are very slim. I don't want to separate from my friends. I want to stay in EA. I always got this feeling that i will drop to the other class or even drop to N. I hope not. I wanna stay in EA.
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