Tear a little during dinner time while looking at the Marina Bay skyline, thinking to myself when can I find that inner peace in me again... It's not easy, but I'm getting there...
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Things change, people change, emotions change... I've tried and fall back and tired again... it's not easy to go through all these weird things inside me... I want to be better someday but it seems impossible... questioned myself sometimes "why do I even exist? is this how people feel like when they are extremely sad? " One day, it wont hurt anymore...Be strong, Be brave... I'm trying... :'(
Waking up everyday in the morning, open my eyes and the first thing I felt was lonely, rejected and abandoned, it just sucks... Everything seems to be topping down all at once... there's no meaning to what I do anymore... I feel so hurt on the inside... I've been searching for the reason and I really don't know why... Maybe I just wasn't meant to be in this world anymore...