Back again to post... I literally found no meaning in life recently... Was really depressed and stressed up with all the due dates and assignments. Lots of unfortunate things happened and I thought to myself what I've done wrong to deserve this? I rather be the one suffering than seeing others suffer. It hurts me to see my close ones suffering... :'( Life's unfair! I have not get over my own situation and another one piles on top of the other... WHY?!?

I though through a lot for the past few weeks, Thinking whether is it better for me to just let go of everything including school.Yes, I agree that I'm a novice at every situation. I need time to adapt to learn and apply. I'm not one of the elite student that has the super capabilities to do well in everything. I know that there is no such thing as perfectionist but I can try to at least be near it. I'm a very sensitive person. Small little comments made can really affect me. You may think that I'm too sensitive. But I'm trying to change here, trying to not take all comments to heart. Trying to not be so inferior of anything. Trying to voice out my opinion, trying not to be shy. :'(( It takes time for me to settle everything!! I need time to settle down... Too many things have been happening, too many and I can't cope, I really can't...

Been really tired recently, back start to ache a lot recently, tear up a lot recently... I just hope that all these would end...

Let bygones be bygones.... I can't...

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