Emotional Breakdown.....

I did not post for the last week was mainly because I was busy preparing for my presentation and also my major project. Initially my team had 5 members but 2 left for JC so I had only 3 members left. With only 3 members and only a few weeks to do out the java codes to create a game on Monopoly. That's mission impossible. I regretted not working early for my project. I roughly know what's my outcome. During the past week, I had to show the teacher what I have done on the coding do that the teacher could grade me. When I was called out by the teacher, I showed him what I had done and later tears just rolled down my cheeks. He said: take it easy, I know you are trying, From the moment, more tears flow out. Then I had helped from the him who then guide me on what to do. At times, I was on the verge of giving up . I do not know how to expressed how stressed up I am during that time. I can't eat well or sleep well. I've got diarrhoea and sometimes feel like vomiting. I felt uneasy. I hate this feeling. Luckily, one of my friend cousins knew how to do coding so our group went to consult him. We went to NTU to consult him yesterday. We stayed there until 11.50pm before we left. I felt bad that I have to interrupted his work and he had to take his time off to teach us. As it was late, my friends and I took a cab home. By then, it was already 12am, from then I continued to do my coding, report and power point slides. I finished my work at about 2.30am. No joke. I really stayed up til 2.30am and I had to get up at 5.30 am. I can't even sleep as I was worried about the presentation tomorrow which is today. I lost count how many times I cried. I cried the most this semester. I know that I am not suppose to cry at this age as I'm an young adult, I can't solve my problems just by crying. Crying is useless. I guess I'm too stressed up.Today presentation went okay. I hope that I pass this project. I did put in effort to do it out. Please let me get a good grade. I do really thank my friend cousins who took the time to guide us step by step. Thank you so much!!!!