Guilty...

For the past weeks my younger sister have been having her lunch in school which was not supposed to be. Every time my sister had to stayed back for remedial lessons, my mum would pack food and bring down the lunch box for her so that she could have a proper lunch. Just last night I asked her if she had any friends to have sit and eat together she replied that most of the time she had to eat alone. I questioned her why she said that she has not much friends all her friends went to find other friends leaving her alone. I asked her during recess if she had any friends with her she mentioned that she only sat with her kindergartner friend which was in the same school but different class as her. My heart sank when she said that sometimes she had to sit alone in one table and eat. Just imagine it. It's quite sad to picture it. The reason why my sister have to have her lunch in school was because my eldest sister wanted to go for a swim and I agree with her so did my mum. Hence the last resort.... was to ask her to have her lunch in school. I felt quite bad now. I understand how my younger sister would feel inside because I went through this many times. Not only you will feel lonely, you will also feel left out from the others. My younger sister told me that there was a time where she place her bag on the place that she want to sit so she went to buy her lunch but when she returned, another friend sat on her place and place her bag towards the end side hence she has no space to sit but to search for another place. I mean this is ridiculous @#$%^!* my sis place her bag there and you actually shift it?! After hearing this, I cried in the night. I felt that my sister got bullied by her friends. I am guilty because I went swimming with my mum and my eldest sister. I am enjoying while my younger sister is suffering. I can't possible let this continue to happen anymore. This is insane. Now, I will bring down her lunch box so that she could have a proper lunch.


16/9/2011
I went out with my friend on this day however I did not manage to blog because I was worn out from all the walking. As you know that I am growing old everyday hence it is easy for me to get tired. Haha. We went to quite a lot of places and manage to explore and find more interesting shops. :D