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My sister is finally discharge from the hospital yesterday. I feel so happy for her. Although she is discharge , she still has to go down to the hospital daily for her OPAT. When she was admitted in the hospital, the doctors found out that one of her heart valve is weak, the opening and closing of it was then affected, and hence, the doctor inserted a tube in one of her vein that leads to the heart on her right hand. She's gone through a painful experience, she even has two stiches. She can't really move her right hand much as she is afraid of the pain and also afraid that the tube might come out and when that happens, she will have to rush to the hospital. I do really hope that she can get well real soon. School really sucks for me these days. I don't know why, but I feel very emotional. Sometimes I just let it out by crying. I felt that I am feeling even more pressurised. Project works, group not very cooperative expect for a few. I am afraid that they will not do their r...

Went out with my secondary school friends to have lunch and watch movie. We had Long John Silver for lunch and after our lunch, we went to the cinema to buy tickets for the movie that we are watching. At first I wanted to watch Rio which is a cartoon movie. However, my friends wanted to watch Scream 4 instead. They mention that it is not a horror movie but when the movie start, it's seems scary, it's bloody and violent. I was hiding behind my jacket the whole time. It feels as though I am wasting my money watching this movie. Overall, the movie was nice just that it was not suitable for me. I hate to watch horror movie. After the movie, I was shivering because I was scared and cold but after walking around I feels much better then we went shopping and after that I went to the hospital to visit my sister. My sister is getting better and I feel happy for her. I hope she gets even better and come home soon.

My sister seems to be getting better. She looks more energetic now. I am so happy. However, her left hand is covered with bruises because the doctors took four blood tests from her. There are many of them not just one. It looks very painful. On the right hand, it looks swollen because of the drip. Oh, my sister can finally have a proper dinner today, because she went for a CT scan to scan her stomach and hence, she was allowed to eat but the previous days, she was not allowed to eat but allowed to have a cup of Milo only. I'm glad that she is feeling much better than before. However, we still don't know what caused her to be so sick previously...

My eldest sister is still hospitalized and we don't know what happen to her. The doctors can't detect anything yet. My sister is still under observation. She was in there for the past three days, getting poke by needles every time it's just hurts me to see that. Right hand on drip, left hand got poke at least three times for blood tests. THREE TIMES!!!! Her arm is covered with plaster. Her fever would not even go down. It's like a roller coaster ride,high and low. When will this stop? I hope that she gets well really soon. I'll pray hard.

My eldest sister was admitted to the hospital yesterday night as she kept vomiting and complained of stomach pain. I am seriously worried for her. I went to see her today and she is still very weak and also in pain as she was on drip.I hope that she can really get well soon. I don't wish to see her in pain. Get Well Soon Sister. Jia You!!!

My eldest sister has not recovered from her sickness yet. She has already visited 3 doctors. She is having cough and fever but the fever would not subside. In the midnight, she just keeps vomiting. My mum sent her to the hospital today at 6am lucky she was not hospitalized but now her symptom start coming back now. She starts to feel dizzy, cold and even vomit. I really hope she get well soon. Seeing her in this state just makes me worried.

Today was the last day of the orientation and I am soo happy. Haha. I did make a lot of friends and even talk to them and also have their phone numbers. Most of the time today was just playing games and rehearsing for the finale performance today. Lucky I was not chosen if not I would have to shout the class cheer at the stage which is quite embarrassing. Oh ya the lunch today was fantastic, we had Mcdonals and after that we had Ben and Jerry ice cream which was quite delicious. The school also give us goodie bag and T-shirt. Overall the past few days was quite okay. When I got back and had my dinner, I played pretend cooking with my younger sister which I quite enjoyed it. Childish me. Haha. School gonna start soon I hope that everything goes well.

I am seriously very tired, I can barely open my eyes. During today orientation, most of the time were just touring around the school. In the morning, there were talks from our own mentor and lectures. After hearing the talks, I got very frightened about it. I am afraid that I might not do well for the course. On top of that there are a lot of things I need to know and there are also a lot of singing in of the mails to check the time table and assignments etc. I was frightened by all these. Even though the lecturer was kind and friendly, I still feels that it will be hard for the next three years in my polytechnic life. After the talks was just games after games. Since tomorrow is my last day of orientation, the OGL said that there would be a finale where each groups would have to come up with a cheer and one of them would have to be dressed up as a cartoon character on that day. I actually look forward to tomorrow. The dress code for tomorrow is T-shirt and long pants and I was so happ...

I just got back from my orientation and I am very exhausted. Most of the time was sitting down in the floor. The lecturer said that we are supposed to be sitting in the auditorium but because it is under renovation so we are all sat in the sports hall. Just imagine sitting in the sport hall for hours listening to talks after talks. It is very tiring. Not to mention, the food was horrible, I don't know what flavour was the rice it was yellow in colour and has a very weird taste. However, I am glad that I am in the same course and class as Jia Min. At least I have someone to talk to you see. Talking about this, my class was the one that did not make much noise. We were one of the quite groups. The team leader tried to engage us but it did not work. Then we started to play a game where you have to state your name then you have to repeat what the person name is and then follow by lyour name. This gets very tricky because the last person would have to recite all the person name and I as...

Well... as the title suggests I am really very nervous and scared now for my orientation tomorrow. I am afraid that I won't be able to make new friends. I hate it when I have to adapt to the new environment again. I just don't like it. I know nuts about the course. What if they ask me why I chose this course, how am I going to answer for it? I am very extremely afraid now. I've been telling myself to stay calm, be normal but it only works for a while after which I become nervous again. It's like never ending. Oh gosh! I just hope that it will turn out well. P.S I will be wearing pink t-shirt and long pants.

I went out with LiQin today to shop for shorts and shirts. I was very excited because it's been a long time since we meet up and go out together. We agreed to meet at 11.45 but because my sister have not recovered from her cough yet so my mum needs to bring her to visit another doctor hence, I have to leave the house early to meet up with LiQin. We head down to Kovan first and then to Serangoon, NEX. At Kovan, we went to This fashion. I like going to This Fashion because it just makes me happy to see so many clothes we spent about 30 minutes there searching for pants. I don't know why but the longer I stayed in there it makes me happy. Maybe I am insane! Haha. After all the shopping we head down to NEX to have out lunch and continue to shop more. While we were shopping, we saw Li Kai, I was very amazed. The last time I saw her was when we were colleting our results. We chat for a while then bid goodbye with her. We went in to many of the shops, almost all of the shop to see and...

I watched Harry Potter movie again. This is my fourth time watching it. I went to school with one of my friend to collect the testimonial and also the 'O' level certificate. I have not went back to my secondary school since I collected my 'O' level results. We still talk a lot though. I thought that it would be embarrassed for me to meet up with her but it turned out fine. The school has changed a little. Well... I would say it became more organize and quite clean. I really have nothing more to blog about for now. It's just that the main thing for today is meeting up with my friend and getting the testimonial with one of my friend the best friend I ever had even though I disturbed her quite often. Talking about this, it brings me back to my secondary school days which is very complicated. Orientation are coming and I have got to make new friends if not I will suffer in the future. I just hope that I will be able to do well. By the way, it's April fool day today ...